As the days go by, I can't help but feel extra sayu and sad when I think of JBM. I really wasn't a good person for him to live his life with. I'm sure he regretted having landed up with me. Just wasting his life with such a useless specimen. Nevertheless, it is my fervent hope that he's in a better place now, surrounded by angels, and that eternal peace and happiness will be with him always. (I'm really tearing up, writing this).
Ya Allah Ya Tuhan ku, ampunilah segala dosa-dosaku terhadap Allahyarham JBM, dan
Ya Allah Ya Tuhan ku, cucurilah rahmat Mu keatas roh Allahyarham. Amin, Amin Yarabbal Alamin.
*This post was written on the 118th day of Allahyarham's demise.....
