It'll soon be two years (November 13 2015) that I've been unfortunate enough to be plagued by two very serious maladies. Sad to admit that I'm still experiencing the utterly sickening side-effects, which are totally mind-boggling and exhausting, that much I can say. Never a day passes by that I don't experience some kind of chronic pain or another. They have become so much a part of me these days. The indescribable exhaustion and chronic fatigue, the panic attacks and the irritating bodily aches and pain. Sigh! The list is endless, actually. And the icing upon the cake has to be the declining level of self-confidence and independence in me, which totally sucks! I especially dislike the fact that I always need someone to be my 'escort', whenever I need to go somewhere. And driving the car without having someone by my side is such an ordeal these days. Also, at times I do experience short-term memory loss. Now, this is simply annoying! Well, despite everything, and as always, I treat all of these as blessings from The Almighty Allah SWT. Who am I to question His judgement, right?
