I feel very, very sad to say that since 2010, I've noticed a very noticeable change in the attitude of my remaining siblings. For the record, the Rahim Progeny consists of 9 roses and a thorn. Two roses have long wilted - Rodziah in 1979 and Roseana in 2010, whilst the one and only thorn, Abdul Razak passed on in 2004. My seventh sibling, Ramlah aka Nina was long given up for adoption, i.e. when she was only eighteen days old, way back in 1961. My fifth sibling, the hot-headed Rozah, have long disowned me, since 26.11.2010. She's relocated her family to Malacca. My third sibling, Rohaya, is now based in Taree, New South Wales, Australia. Despite the distance we do keep in touch. Hence, I'm left with two more siblings, Rashidah and Rosnita, who're living in our family home in Kempas, Johor Bahru. It is the attitude of these two that I simply fail to fathom. Although they're staying so close by, I feel that they're residing on another planet. They've been keeping very silent for many months already - absolutely no phone calls, no SMSes and no home visits! Their aloofness is baffling! Sometimes, I really wonder what wrong have I done to make them boycott me so much, so to speak. Don't they have an ounce of love left for their eldest sibling? Don't they have any feelings of care and concern left, at all? I'm really sad to say that my maiden family have disintegrated so much and have become so dysfunctional!
And to top it all, my immediate family is also DYSFUNCTIONAL. I won't elaborate, but suffice it to say that I have to contend with nincompoops, who find pleasure in sucking my blood on a daily basis. It's no wonder that I'm bugged by several stress-related illnesses! Oh, poor old me! SIGH!!!!!
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